caffineaddict

violence is gd

2006-06-23T22:54:00.000-07:00

something i drew for class..
But the tutor found it tooooo violent..
want me to change to the gals PraYiNg~~

-_-"""'
i wan them to KI:LL:"
(evil grin)

whee~~

2006-05-24T09:54:00.000-07:00

Whee~~ Im back..

my chat box is working.. Hopefully it continue working

Holidays went in a blink of an eye
And iM left with only a week and few days more
Before 3rd year of nAFA starts..

SCARY~~

Just gona slack all the way now..
Sl;eep sleep sleep..
Work work work
SHop SHop Shop!!

LETS GO TO THE BEACH ON SUNDAY!!
WHee~~ Woot..

"start the day with a smile and try to get it over with"

total eclipse of the heart

2006-04-15T12:50:00.002-07:00

Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes Turnaround bright eyes,

Every now and then I fall apart

me..

2006-04-13T01:43:00.000-07:00

I'm exceptionally artistic! Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.
Fair enough. Perhaps they haven't. But now that you know, you must become one with your inner self.
Virtues: You look for immense creativity and individuality in people, including yourself. You're not happy with anything less than brilliant, and you focus on being expressive. You value energy, liveliness, and upbeat personalities, but you're not supportive of moodiness when you yourself can be unreliably moody. Seeking activity, you like the bustle of business but need the secluded atmosphere of a studio or private corner.
Aspirations: You feel the need to express your talents, whether it be through writing, drawing, singing, dancing, composing, performing, or photographing. While you strive to ever improve your work, you want to display it as soon as possible when your impatience kicks in. You want to be a prodigy but you might not have the means right at your fingertips. Trust me, do NOT move to New York to do it. Yeesh!
Quirks: Conformists bother you because of their lack of individuality. You're often late or unreliable. You're showy and refuse to share the spotlight. You only tell little white lies. You worm your way into the hearts of others, but be careful; some people despise the show-offs.
Factors: Surround yourself with activity and you'll always have material to work with. Involve friends and family in your projects so they don't feel like envious outsiders.
Future: Show business or not, you'll settle down happily if you're among those who appreciate your natural talents and desire to perform. Don't stay in one place too long, and don't be too hasty in defining your relationships. Who are you to judge what only time will tell?

tired

2006-04-07T03:58:00.000-07:00

Far far Away... Find Comfort in Pain~~

all Pleasure's the same

It just keeps me from falling

Its just tears And rain

long long time

2006-04-05T23:56:00.000-07:00

Something wrong with my chatbox... Cant seem to chat..
But too lazy to go repair it.

School work is piling up again..
Feeling really tired due to the non-stop work load.
Didnt even have a break for this 2 terms.. have to survive thru till 5th may..
It seems to be super duper long way to go..

Im not giving up.. (even tho' it feel like i am)
Not now.. I got to endure thru.. at least till mAy..
I will survive.. keep reminding myself

happy happy birthday

2006-02-06T03:04:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU!!!!

Thank you Binbin, MAddy, Krissy And rinn!! Love ya gals..

Thumper initally sucks.. But at least everything went well in the end. Still as crazy as ever And dance like siao.. HEhehe

Thanks Guys!! Apple, Jie, polar, raymond, Gou Gou,and ray's cousin for coming down KBOX.. =)

Ah meng.. Sorry!! But i understand.. my mistake too.

KTV was crazy.. DUn remember singing much.. But remember Drinking alot of beer!! Argh..

Dun scold me if i slap anyone.. heheh

OOps..

Really had a wonderful Birthday.. Thanks!!

#MUACKs#

my bday

2006-02-02T17:23:00.000-08:00

chiong

2006-01-16T04:38:00.000-08:00

Nvr Update cos Busy..
Busy with school work. Hehehe
Good student.. =P

Weekend was super crazy.
Went thumper on friday.. Almost everyone was there.
Fun sia.. as usual..
Bin, LAura and me, the 3 crazy sistas are really crazy.. confirm chopped liao!!
Was supposed to be even better, But it was friday the 13.. so bad things are bound top happen.
Spoiler of the night!!! Just got started.. den stupid things happened.

Den went geylang for supper..
teochew porridge
And bean curd
I lOVe Soya bean mIlk Mixed with BEan curd in a bowl... YUmmY!!

Sat morning Met My Mum to an impt appointment..
Will i be so suay this yr?
Will wat he say Really be true?
Hmmm... Lets see ba..
Hate triangles.. Hiaz..

Den after work met binbin.
We went to this new club called ONE at Fullerton.. Not bad place
Super crappy guys other there.. Funny sia..
Funny cute 'V" dancer.. AHhaha
Had very early breakfast at LAu PA sat.. Horrible food..
Den went home with LAura jie and Jim ge. Tiring night..

Just came home from Bin's house.. Went to slack at her place after dinner with the gals..
Lets have more Dinners togther gals!!!
____________________________________________________________

Love has more stuff in it!
Love is when you give them
a leg off your gingerbread man.
No, Two legs..
And the HEAd!!

start..

2006-01-05T00:09:00.000-08:00

really dunno wat the new yr may bring..
Kinda excited..
But afraid of disappointments. BUT that's life i guess..

Didnt really go for class today..
Cos the lecturer got nothing to teach.
Wasted my time.. Could have sleep whole day
Nice rainy weather..
But the lightning and thunder was kinda scary, cos my place suddenly black out..
Got a shock from my short nap..
Stoned there for 3 mins Before i went to switch back the power switch thingy.

HAving crazy shopping urges lately..
I wAN to go SHOPPING...
shopaholic/.///.//.//
shop shop shop
Bought a top yesterday for 50% discount.
Whee... sweee oh.. Yippee..

new year

2006-01-01T05:16:00.000-08:00

Oh my its 2006..
Scary to see the time just fly by.

But 2005 ended in a good note,
Cos i got my new Hp.. Thanks to Mummy!
I got a motorolo Hot Pink razor phone. Whee..!!

::2005::
HAd been a good yr I must say.. Nothing so bad that its gona kill me
-got over a long r/ship
-stayed great frens
-made many many new frens...
-Getting closer with my bestest gals from nafa.. Always there for me.. Love ya all
-meeting up with my poly mates, glad to see everyone settling down and doing well
-beginning to understand more abt myself
-knowing wat i want to do.. Advertising
-spending time with my parents
-juggling 2 jobs and school
-suffered thru Painful eye infection
-didnt managed to go designedge.. SUPer sad
-got stronger
-cried lots but getting lesser as the yr ended

However til the end of dec.. things seems to get better
Hope 2006 will turn out great.
Not making any resolutions, cos i will nVr follow them.. just go where life takes me.

2006:: As wat everyone keep telling me.. to open up..

christmas

2005-12-23T02:37:00.000-08:00

Finally cleared my wardrobe..
Cleaning my cupboard gives me a headache. Dizzy -_-"""
Now i got 4 piles of unwanted clothes..
it seems alot.. didnt know i got so much clothes.. haha

So tired after working for a week.. everyday
Feet starting to hurt like hell.
the crowd is crazy at Orchard.. Everyone rushing for last min christmas shopping.
Luckily I wont be working tmr.. wahahaha..
But i think Xmas eve and xmas day is gona be so much worst..

There's gona be a Xams party at Pasta On the 24th.. Yipee
But i haven got my xmas cards written out yet.. LAzy lazy..

Mum's frens will be coming over for An early xmas gathering..
There are even presents ready at home... didnt know when my mum started having parties.. Hiaz.. Happening den me.. =P

crazy week

2005-12-18T03:36:00.000-08:00

Its been a wild week..
HAve been out every night.
Clubbing.. ktv-Ing
beginning to enjoy my hoildays and i only have 2 weeks left.. -_-"""

Thumpers was great last night.
Beginning to like that place..
The 1st time i went was on Laura jie's bday, with Bin and serene...
and it was a crazy night.. ahha
Last night was the same.. With serene and bInbin, ah guan and Ah meng..
Fun fun fun... =P
The crowd was great with the best live band and music.

just return from devils with serene, Meow, her bf and vivan and her bf..
met up with gordon for awhile, anyway he's always there..
Put him areoplane on friday so made it up today

Tired.. gotta get some rest..
YAwn~

2005

2005-12-10T01:46:00.000-08:00

ThingS to be done (wana do) By the End of 2005::

Get my 2nd pair of levi's jeans
Get a new hairstyle
New pair of specs, so i can see
save up for new handphone
meet up with my Poly pals, miss u guys so much!! JAsmine, janice, serene, bryan and gordon
meet up with many other frens who i haven been seeing
take a break from working
stay in bed all day, watch vcds all day in bed
Have dinner with parents
watch tv with them
go grandma's house
clear my bursting wardrobe
clear up my messy room

Im suddenly feeling super tired.. have been working all week at Pasta and bedok..

i really need a break. Just feel like going home early, sleep, slack, watch tv..

haven seen my parents for a week..

Kinda missed them, thou they are always there, but I'm always not home..

I'm beginning to get tired of running around all day.. going out til late nights.. just feel like going home early. MAybe cos Ive been feeling sick this few weeks.. Just feel like sleeping..

xmas

2005-12-06T08:21:00.001-08:00

My mum is back from cambodia..
Seriously, really miss her
when i'm feeling sick.. feeling quite empty without mummy around..
The same empty feeling i get when i was young, when im alone at home..
Weird i got the feeling back again now

But she's back!!
And she bought alot of things back with her..

A pile of Tank Tops
A pile of Polo tees
2 pairs of birkenstock sandals.. US$4 each only
And a pair of Adidas shoes
YippEE!!
oh!! And oso A basket full of MAngoes, dunno how she actually carry them back.

Went to watch "Chicken Little" with the gAls..
Cute flick..
we were super noisy as usual.. worst then the kids ba.. haha

The holidays need kick off really well..
But i believe it will get better from now, til next yr 2006
Going temple pray liao..
Wont so suay de!!
Heng heng.. After I went thru so much BAd bad luck lately, things will get better!!

xmas

2005-12-06T08:21:00.000-08:00

sick

2005-12-04T22:52:00.000-08:00

my holidays sucks...

Starting from my eye.. even if it heals, i will not be able to see clearly as before.
Cos the scar is blocking my vision.
How am i gona live with it..

Now im feeling really pukey...
haven been feeling too well lately.
Sore throat, flu, fever... feeling totally weak..
dun feel like going out
dun feel like getting outta bed..
dun feel like talking
the medicine isnt helping much.. puked out most of it..
so dead...

APple

2005-11-29T02:03:00.000-08:00

I LOVE APPLE!!
ipod
iMAc
Powerbook
ibook

all these still keeps ringing in my ears..
Even dreamt of selling them last night. Horrible..
I have to say i Hate doing sales. Im so lousy at it.
But managed to sell. At least got some commission.

HAd been working at Expo Sitex exhibition since thursday to sunday.
It was fun i must say, Working with the gals.. And 2 other crazy gals from NAFA.
The exhibition was huge, 2 halls and there were many many brands..
The show was crazy, especially during the last day.. when everyone is rushing to get cheap cheap deals and free gifts.

Thou i hate doing sales, a lady gave me a great encouragement. Really happy after that..
She said i was doing good.
After buying her ipod NAno, she still came back, pulled me aside and passed me her name card.
she said i could look for her if in future, im looking for any financial or banking career, or tired of advertising, to look for her. I was shocked.. happy..
she's a asst VP at DBS bank.. cool!!

dead

2005-11-23T01:18:00.000-08:00

thought my eye getting better... but just saw something in my eye
My bottom eyelid.. there are like bumps on it..
Oh my.. so dead.. wat did i do?
hopefully it will go away.. friday den got check up.. =X

My mum's back from HK!! She seems very bored there..
Bought me hk$3k worth of facial products.. cos i wrote her a long list to get them for me.
Anyway the sales gal knows me, so she knows wat i need..

2 bottles facial cleanser
2 whitening toner
1 moisturiser
2 sunscreen lotion
1 box of facial masks
and
3 bags
earrings, braclet and necklace

Thought of my Christmas lists le!!!
working hard.. earning money.. made Boss schedule many many days, long hrs for me to work.

salon_ new hair for xmas
Levis sq cut jeans
Ipod
Powerbook_laptop
new specs

Hohoho~ hoho~

better

2005-11-20T03:46:00.000-08:00

YEah!! finally handed all my projects... Yippee...
Can really sleep all i wan...
slack all i wan...
Party all i wan..

Eyes getting better...
No pain now.. but still kinda uncomfortable..
Vision still kinda blur. Think gotta wait for the ucler to heal.. and the scar to heal..
Hope and praying hard it will heal nicely, so my vision wont be affected.

Cant go HongKong cos of my eye..
My parents must be shopping happily now.. Sob sob..
They will be back tmr!!!
And i Got tons of laundry to be done before they reach home... -_-"""

My Aunt ask whether i wan Korea in December!!!
I wan!!! Yippee... =)

so blind

2005-11-16T13:20:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU!!
thanks you everyone for your care and concern.
My eye is getting better.. i hope
its still hurts.. still tearing but lesser..
the cornea ulcer is getting smaller thou[ its still there..
tmr going for check-up and hopefully i will get my test report of my eye.
I dunno how it will be.. its quite serious, cos the ucler is really horrible.
the doc say my vision may be return to normal.. i may not be able to see as good as before.
he cannot confirm.. just see wat he says tmr..

Thank you binbin and krissy for helping with my window display..
trouble u all to go school even when its holidays liao.. sorry..
really touched.. Thank you my angels!!

thnaks for calling almost everyday even when u are so far away.. appreciate it.
Dun give up.. work hard. jia you oh! everything will turn out just right..

Thank for evryone who called and sms me.. i will be fine. No problem..

All my relatives called.. to ask if i was ok..
cos i think my mum told them i got some serious eye infection and will go blind -_-"""
After her non-stop nagging, she still cares la.. boil some herbal kinda thing. I really hate it, but i gotta drink it. Cos she made it for me.. bo bian..

crazy

2005-11-03T12:35:00.000-08:00

help

2005-11-01T01:14:00.000-08:00

Im so dead..
Im going blind...
My eye hurts like hell!
Dunno wat happened but its hurting after i took out my lens today.
its like something poking my right eyeball. Sharp pain.. And it keeps tearing..
Im so dead..
i cant focus, the computer screen is kinda blur..
Im so dead..
I couldnt find anything wrong with it, but it just hurts..
Could it be an infection like few years back.
If it is, its gona be terrible... i dun wan!!!
why am i so SUAY!!
so dead...

thnks

2005-10-27T22:19:00.000-07:00

Thank you!!!!

RiNn for helping me burn the pics for my Ads and pass to me just now.
Sibin for laying flat on the sand at sentosa to help me get a good angle of the pic for my ad.
Krissy for going all the way to tampines to get the cd from cryTSal so i could do my magazine.
Thank you for going the extra mile while u all are so tired from projects. VEry touched!! =)

stressed

2005-10-26T15:36:00.000-07:00

In class now.. Slept at 6am
Getting very High lately, due to all the work i gotta finish and the sleep i'm lacking.
Rushing against time
Trying hard to produce quality work at the same time.
It will be a terrible 2 weeks!!

Nagged by my mum for not sleeping at night.. for staying up till morning, doing my work.
I work better at night!!! Dun nag at me...
I'll bite!! ROAR!!@!

At least my flash have been approved by Pat. Spent the whole night getting my butterflies to flap nicely, getting my top to spin properly... its was so tedious..
The worst came when my STUPID flash for some error that shut down my flash whenever i try to play my movie.
I wana cry!! Feel like breaking down le..
But hopefully it works now.. after i edited it. \
PLS dun give me this shit when assessment comes. I will Kill anyone i see!!!

Gotta collect my Black and white photos later.. The processed film turn out not bad. Hope when its developed it will turn out ok. After using 3 rolls of films, Im finally getting some pics with good contrast. Getting the hang of photography. =)

Bye!
@#ROAR!!!#*

dead

2005-10-20T03:50:00.000-07:00

Gona be dead with all the stress from school..

So the best thing to do now>>> is have some beer and sing some songs!!!!

Love u gals!!! Krissy and binbin..
Assessment is not so bad with u all crazy gals around..
Oh i kinda regret our " shake it mama shake it" agreement.
like kinda hard to fufil this bet.. damn it!!
wahhaha

2005-10-18T04:23:00.000-07:00

the dreadful feeling is here again..
ASSESSMENT time.
Its worst this time.. cos of a sudden stupid cough, that is making me so tired.
But still gotta get all the work done. Terrible...

Luckily today Pringles was on MC.. i slept til 3pm..
den went for my jap class, and concussed for an hour when i reached home.
That's why im still so awake now at 4 plus am.

Swear not to have dinner at home le.. after today.
The rice turned out sooo hard.. and i dun think i digested everything well..
And my mum blamed me for not having dinner early, must wait so long until the rice harden den i eat..
Th rice is not even cooked!!! I wana tell her..
But at least she didnt force me to finish it.. cos i had only few "grains' i think..

2 weeks to dOOms day..

busy

2005-10-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

Didnt update for quite some time..
too tired... too much things.. too lazy..

school is crazy..

2 more weeks for and my Flash Intro proj is due
Got window display mock up to do.. Thinking of changing my design tho"
Magazine layout..
Photography needs 6 black and white pics.. But everything turns out grey
Advertising design: approved concept!!
Newpaper illustrations

Everyday of the week is crazy.. But i love it!! Just trying to get everything done by the 7th nov.

School is busy.. but working kinda allows me to take everything away from all of the concepts, ideas i have to keep forcing myself to come up with.

Work is great cos everyone takes good care of me.. hehe.. Pple i met are really nice, especially those at Miss U cafe. They seemed so much friendlier than those who dine at Pasta cafe. Its just cos they are in orchard and they give us bad attitude just cos they pay for the food.

Saving up, working.. so i can get money to go overseas.. YippE!!

November will be great! cant wait for the holidays... wahaha Saving up for HK and maybe KL for a well deserved break from all the hard work.

tired

2005-10-05T01:13:00.000-07:00

Just came home from BLISS..
Dun feel like going home after class.. so went Bliss for coffee with BIn.
Got some inspiration for our Ad design.

Green Man// Green Horn// Green Blood// Cows// RhinO// guys with no brains//
Burnt// BBQ// Tan lines// Take off// OVen// Microwave// Ice
Weird things we came up with.. wahaha

Photography class was fun.
James is really nice.. Like a jolly good fellow.. Like my ah gong.
How to get nice pics.. I still cant get it
Gotta try and try and try.. but got some good tips. =D
Hopefully i could get some good pics for my assessment..

Gotta work tmr at PAsta..
Getting sleepy now..
Oh my.. so much work to be done..

fed up sia

2005-09-27T04:35:00.000-07:00

ArGh!!!!!!! Stupid MSn .. stupid com..
Cant get log into MSN.. IT JUSt KEEPS HAnGinG!!!!!!!!!!!
And the irritating printer is having TerrIble Mood swings...
ITs not printing when i desperating need it to print!
What's ur problem !!!

Argh!!!!! >,<"""""""

I am still wide awake at 4.30am..
This is bad.
Too much Coffee...

go close my eyes now.
Hopefully i wake up in time...

quiz

2005-09-22T00:03:00.000-07:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Lightning StormYour Superpower is PsychicYour Weakness is SnakesYour Weapon is Your Silver LassoYour Mode of Transportation is Catapult

What's" your Superhero Name?

weekend ended

2005-09-19T02:10:00.000-07:00

This week was hectic....

Work on friday after school
Work on Sat morning At MissU cafe, den went down pasta work in the evening.

MissU cafe:
whaha.. I reached and no one was there!!! Davis sleeping i guess...
Was waiting outside for someone to come..
Den saw Ah kai On his bike to work. He was shocked too.. Cos got no keys to get in.
decided to have breakfast den.. wahaha
Funny 1st day at work.. But overall work was ok.
Cos Know most of them liao, davis, Ah kai, Ah Kiet... So very taken care of by them. =)
den rush down to work at pasTA..
Its crazy... but i dun feel tired at all.. Quite happy actually.
Workaholic's mentally?~!!

After work went for ~Bi LU~ session with donggu at victoria st. He wana watch the soccer match la..
Wah lau.. I realized i was the only gal watching the game while the rest all Uncles.. They all staring at the TV so stoned, with their mouths open.
But really happy, excited sia when u actually see the guys scored a goal!! 2 of us were like.. " yes Yes!!! " wahaha
den later, ah kai, zhong de and his gf come down too..
last nite.. 2 tigers, 5 henikens... -_0"""

Just come home after dinner with the gals...
It was the lantern festival. And punggol PArk was Packed!~!
But dinner was goooood..
Kris, bin, maddy and I had:: calamari, ham and cheese sticks, spaghetti, fish and chips, choc fondue, freeze, milkshakes and coffee for me.. ::
Bliss is our fave hang out now.. wahhaah Sea View lei..

weekend ended

2005-09-18T10:57:00.000-07:00

busy

2005-09-15T04:35:00.000-07:00

1st week of school is scary...
Cos projects are thrown at our faces.. Not one but alot!!

window dispaly design
publication design
flash website intro
photography
More to come on friday...

oh My!!! gotta think of so many concepts for so many different projects... gotta get sketches out by next week. LIbrAry sessIon tmr!!!

WEnt BliSs with Bin just now..

~2 gals~full of rubbish~Kopi~milkshake~calamari~fries~Girls talk~

There are lotsa "friendly" but disgusting LiZards. I was trying my best to convince them to Get LOst!!!! Slimy, er xin creatures!

here it comes again.....

2005-09-14T02:23:00.000-07:00

Here it comes again..
Its only the 2nd day of school but i can feel the projects coming already.
Just went thru 7 weeks of sleepless nights... Now its repeating for another 7 weeks again.
Im totally numb from all these already.

anyway.. decided to help davis out at the cafe.
Now i'm gona juggle 2 jobs.. I dunno if i could cope.
But wat the hack, just give it a try..
I know i can mange my time IF noT.. ITs time i begin to manage my time well.

2 jobs
school projects
Jap classes

And i gotta find some time to stay home.
Realized haven been having quality time with my parents since graduated from Poly.
Its time... i do something..
And its time, I cut down on somethings..

My cash is running low.. Cant survive like dat..
Wana take from my mUm.. But just feel terrible..
ARGh!!!!!!!
"FAn Si Le...!!"
financial Planning... Hmmm... tsk tsk...

sad sad

2005-09-11T14:31:00.000-07:00

Oh my... how long are they gona take!!!
There are some 'bangalas' in my living room now...
Dunno where my Mum gotta know them.
Anyway.. I wish they would hurry up painting the walls..
They covered everything with white cloth -_-"""""

Cos i really wana watch SCV.. they are showing the Korean show starring ~RAin
I wana Watch TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!
Im such a Spoilt brat.. Cant help it..

sunny day!!!!!

2005-09-07T03:41:00.000-07:00

Sunny day today!!!
Went East coast with rinn, kris and xiao mao..
cycle cycle~~
Now my butt aches.. And the bike was kinda short for me.. wahaha
my feet kept slipping off the pedals.
HAd such fun!! Beautiful day.. Windy..
We ended up so hot and sweaty, sticky too.. =P But got a natural blush on our faces.. swee oh!

Went Kenny rogers for dinner...
And we saw VINCENT NG and Chen FenG Ling!
very shuai oh.. hehehe
My kinda guy.. =)

too much bloody time

2005-09-06T01:57:00.000-07:00

Its Holidays!!!!!!!!!
But im not catching much sleep...
Im crazy.. Kill me pls..

When u have nothing to do... weird, things fills ur mind...
U think of things u dun wana think about.. but will come crawling in

I feel bad..
but its better if we dun meet..
cos i just wana start anew, i dun wan go back to the past.
seeing u makes me feel bad.

dun ask me out
dun ask me for a chat
cos i dunno wat to say
cos watever i do or say will be wrong

sotongs

2005-08-28T22:33:00.000-07:00

I Love Sotongs....
eSpecially Cute Sotongs..
Deep fried Sotongs.
bbq SotonGs
Chilli Sambal Sotongs

sianz

2005-08-27T13:58:00.000-07:00

There is no pleasure in having nothing to do; the fun is in having lots to do and not doing it.

I am convinced that there are times in everybody's experience when there is so much to be done that the only way to do it is to sit and do nothing.

teary..

2005-08-25T03:29:00.000-07:00

Something I came up with while playing around with FreeHand..
Was suppose to be designing my MP3 cover design.. UsIng lines, stars and simple shapes..
But came up with something interesting, Tat scared me!

Cos in the end.. I ended up with this --->
There's a face.. Looks like a kaola Looking head tho' to me..
Like it!!!!!!! Hehehe

Untitled

2005-08-25T01:08:00.000-07:00

I open my eyes I try to see
but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

Just keep repeating this song non-stop...
Heard it on TV. Beautiful...

Staring at the computer every night, Every day... Really kills my eyes!
Its hurts.. Argh!!

dyinging le

2005-08-24T04:28:00.000-07:00

Finally got my Flash Done.
My eyes are hurting now.
Pls dun let anything SUAY HAppen tmr..
Dun 'chu' pattern..
Dun Not Open..
No errors PlS!!
Tolong tolong...
den it will be one subject down!!!

HAven do my PSP... Dead.. So Dead..
But A weekend should be enough to get it done!!

Still Got my sign board to print and raionale..
And mock up to Do..
Gotta MAke it white

My Ndp Logos almost done..
Fonts, Objects, And adjustments to be done..

Oh Shit!! TAipIng MP3 player Designs Haven Arrange nicely yet.. -_-""'
But at least designs are done. =/

LAstly will be My Ad design.. Got the concept! Approved..
Still gotta draw it out and render..
But still thinking of a better layout for my Coffee MAchine.. Hmm.. =(

I will be so so dead ......
Eyes feels as if they are bleeding. Pain!!
Need some sleep......

Dear dairy....

2005-08-21T04:47:00.000-07:00

Everything that could go wrong... DID go wrong..
I want to soak my head in the toilet.

"The cream of enjoyment in this life is always Impromptu.
The chance walk;
The unexpected visit;
The unpremeditated Journey;
The unsought cOnversation or AcQuaintiance"

BUT~~

Shit happens..
And it nvr stop happening..

stoned...

2005-08-19T04:52:00.000-07:00

Im tired..
but my eyes are wide open...
2 hrs more and i have to go to school..

I did a crazy thing..!! i deleted away my PSP Living room form my thumbdrive...
i forgOt!!!!!!
gotta redo it aagin.. shit.. Stupid me..

horrible
terrible
lacking proper rest
1 more week..
but got some much left to do...
At least i'm clearing them one by one.
Cannot stress if not everything will be in a mess.
im gona get everything done..
ARgh!~!!!!!!!!!!~~

I hate you..
i Hate myself..
But Hate u more
stupid me..
rubbish You!
Anyway the time is up..
and iTs about time
Its gona end now!
Just feel so so so bad...

my mum's back

2005-08-17T20:20:00.000-07:00

My MUM IS coming bAck from Norway tmr!!!!!!!!!
yeah!!!!!
She bui tah han already.. think its killing her to be there.
Cos she is sooooooooo bored.. She will die if she got nothing to do. I think her mind is on her work in th office most of the time.
She called back complaining that she's homesick..
And she's coming back tmr instead of the 22nd.. hahaha

My dad seemed happy when i told him..
He looks kinda lonely without my MUm.

My bro and i are happy.. Cos we wont fight over who to wash the clothes..
Stupid guy! =P

School is terrible.. this week is fulled with sleepless night.
At least my FLASh is almost done!
My PSp is still untouched.. dead... -_-"""
There's still my Advertising Design.. Gotta think of creative concept!!...
My brain is not functioning well..

~~Squeak.. Squeak..
LAo hu.. Lao shu..
sha sha fen bu qing chu...

i wan mummy

2005-08-16T03:50:00.000-07:00

So tired........
dun think gona do flash. Start tmr ba.. too tired le..
Just finished my NDP logos.
This week is gona be a terrible week!!!!
gotta get all my projects done..
But i just wana sleep.. =(

Miss my mummy..
Was chatting with her on MSn last night.
She's very bored in Norway.. haaha
I dun think she can tah han liao.. Cos there's nothing much to do there..
Just eat drink and sleep. And She cannot, dun do anything.. She will get bored to death. She's complaining that she got 6 more days to suffer there.. wahaha

She was "forced" to go over. She cant bear to leave her office work behind. Workaholic!
She went over there, with aunty mary to visit Aunty clare.
Aunty clare just gave birth to a baby gal.. Ang moh mixed sia. Sure pretty in the future. So cute now liao..

last night was the first time i chatted with my mum on MSN..
i think it was the first time we talked so much.
Talked abt everything...
Guys..
My health..
My Ti Ki-ness
And of cos plus some nagging Of not sleeping early, returning home late...
her fave question!! " u got smoke anot.." Told her so many many times NO liao.. still keep asking
Haiz... But that's her pattern. Cannot change..

Ayia.. wana her back now..
Miss her..
Cos got alot of clothes to wash~!!!
haahaha..

2005-08-14T03:02:00.000-07:00

The MAid!!!!!!!
OMG.... damn it.. shouldn't have watched it.......
Argh!!!!

Dragged by serene to watch "the maid"... I was really reluctant..
but ended up at bugis after work in the cinema with Donggu, Ricardo and Serene.
The guys are damn irritanting... keep making eerie noises.. Sickening!!

The gals behind us were screaming like crazy..
Gotta frightened by them even before I see anything happened on the screen.
Anyway, Serene and I were covering our eyes and ears most of the time.. =(
Hate the scary sounds they make in the movie to scare u.. hate it hate it!!!!!!

Haha.. When we went home, I made Donggu go take the lift within. Dun wan be alone.. =P
And make him wait til i get in the house.. I was kinda running to my house..
And he still keep laughing at me.. Idiot..

I had the quickest shower just now.. hehe..
Lucky got krissy online.. Not so alone..
too much coffee just now at Breko's cafe. Now very awake..
Better get some of my huge pile of my work done..

cocolatte

2005-08-13T14:26:00.000-07:00

I was quite attracted to the place. But kinda cramp and small.
The Interior of CocoLatte was amazing to me..
The walls were cover with colorful patchwork kinda curtains.
The walls near the bar were filled with graphic works..
Im begining to appreciate the messiness of it.

the dance floor was one level up..
The walls were filled with POp art images.
The washroom was even prettier. They have velvet walls with butterfly prints!! Pretty!!!

And the best was... They had a SINKless sink. The sink it totally flat without any basin.
The water doesnt over flow either cos there's a gap to let the water flow. Very very unique..

I love the place..
I wan my house to be decorated lidat!!
So grunge, so punk..

2005-08-12T03:09:00.000-07:00

I really wana cry when my Freehand hang when i just trace finished my sketches...
It Hang!!!!!!!!!! And i didnt save.... damn it
Gotta retrace everything...

But at least i got it done!!!!!!!!
yeah... Quite proud of my work actually... hehehe
Dunno wat Tai pang will say tmr..
Hopefully it will be gd for the Samsung Mp3Contest.

Still got lots and lots of projects piled up...
And i've only done like.. A tiny bit.
I should be feeling stress and wana get the work cleared.. But i only feel sleepy nowadays..
Im really gona die..

Luckily tonight i managed to stay awake..
Think i have to drink coffee.. it works..

My Mum called from Norway. Kinda miss her actually.. =(
Cos now, for 2 weeks i gotta do the laundry and dishes..... hehe.. Argh!
hopefully the clothes come out the same size and color..
dunno if i put in the right detergent..

yeah

2005-08-12T02:59:00.000-07:00

I really wana cry when my Freehand hang when i just trace finished my sketches...
It Hang!!!!!!!!!! And i didnt save.... damn it
Gotta retrace everything...

But at least i got it done!!!!!!!!
yeah... Quite proud of my work actually... hehehe
Dunno wat Tai pang will say tmr..
Hopefully it will be gd for the Samsung Mp3Contest.

Still got lots and lots of projects piled up...
And i've only done like.. A tiny bit.
I should be feeling stress and wana get the work cleared.. But i only feel sleepy nowadays..
Im really gona die..

Luckily tonight i managed to stay awake..
Think i have to drink coffee.. it works..

My Mum called from Norway. Kinda miss her actually.. =(
Cos now, for 2 weeks i gotta do the laundry and dishes..... hehe.. Argh!!

movie marathon

2005-08-09T03:17:00.000-07:00

Watched 2 movies today..
hehehe...

1~~ wedding Crashers
Caught this flick at Marina square with krissy, binbin and rinn.
been there for the 1st time they renovated the place. Nicer.. but didnt get to walk around much.

Anyway the movie was damn funny....... Ahahaha I love the Owen guy. Charming..
There were parts that u just keep laughing. Very very stupid.. The things they did was really crazy.
I like the leading actress. Very very sweet looking and love her curls.

2#\\ Bewitched
Went tampines mall after Jap class to watch the movie with Serene, mei wen and Zhi chang.
it was an ok movie.. Funny, sweet love comedy.
Actually it was kinda based on the Old "Bewitched" sitcom. Used to catch the black and white sitcom on tv when i was young.
I used to watch sabrina the teenage witch too.. haha
It will be kinda interesting to be a witch. Riding on brooms, Black cats, casting spells For good of cause.

I still haven catch Charlie and the chocolate factory. Think that will be a great show.
As for "The maid", i dun think i will dare to watch it.. =( No way.. Not this month..
Serene and i were like screaming when we saw the trailer in the cinema. Siao liao..

Anyway.. Got to get down to serious work now.
Got too many projects piled up... really alot, Gotta get myself to start working on them.
Dun wana rush like a mad gal again by the 7th week.
But i got a feeling i"m gona be a mad cow still... =P ArGh!!!

``~~MOO Moo MoO``

2005-08-08T00:59:00.000-07:00

Bad mood........
Leave me alone!!!!!!!
ARgh!!!!!!!

suffering from terrible mood swing tonight...
CAnt get any work done. Lazy to do anyway.
just wana stone
Float inside my own grey world....

Anything can make me fed up now!!
ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aAHHHHHHHHHH

~~ meow meow..

Cupid

2005-08-03T12:38:00.000-07:00

Not really satisfied with the NDp Logos..
Gotta think out of the normal way of designing the logos.
Headache sia...... =(
Stars, Cresent, Flag, Merlion etc...... Bleh....

Met up with Bryan and Serene. He brought us to his new office At chinatown.
It was huge! 2 levels.. very beautifully decorated.. Must have spent alot ah..
He and Ray are really making it big. They are gona be very successful business men i must say.

Anyway was really happy, cos i Saw the logo i designed for him all over.
On the desktop, Notices, Website... heheh

After tat, went down boat quay for a drink with Serene, bryan, ray and shawn.
Some ktv pub called "Cupid"... Just realx, have a few drinks, sing some songs and played pool.
Im beginning to hate drinking Green tea with chiVAs..

tired

2005-08-02T04:13:00.000-07:00

Spent my weekend at KuKUp with my family.
It has been a long long time since i spent some time with so many of my relatives..

Went very early in the morning on Sat..
Took the bus Into Jb and then change to the boat.
Stopped by the "kelong" while they showed us around.
The place was rather dirty.. very kampong
The smell was terrible as well. =(

Took the boat to our bungalow.. IT was HUge!!!!!! And just above the water.
There were so many rooms.. enogh for our 40 pax of pple who went there.

Actually kinda boring there, Cos there was nothing must do.
The Uncles and aunties Played mahjong.. For 2 days straight!! i dun think they sleep much..
Luckily i got my cousins and little aunt and uncle.. And a few younger people.
Played mahjong

Sing Ktv
Eat seafood.. YummY!!!!!
OH!!!!!! The place went dark for 30mins.. Due to a black out.. Ahaha
Played black jack..

We actaully played blackjack the whole night thru.. And it was the 1st time everyone laughed so hard over blackjack.. It was non-stop laughters in the middle of the nite.
And in the morning we kana scolded for making so much noise at night by the other pple..
oOPps... =P

Although it was a short trip.. Everything turned out great.
The kids are growing up so fast too.. And I'm getting old.. Sob sob..
and they are oso growing very very tall!!!

I need some sleep..
MAnaged to come up with 12 logo design for class 2 hrs later...
My eyes are getting blur le..
My head is spinning................................
dying soon..

Ugly pig

2005-07-30T02:21:00.000-07:00

Pimples..
Dark circles
Puffy eyes 0_O
Pale face

I think Im turning into a ghost soon..
Anyway, the lunar seventh mth is drawing near too.. =(

Im oh so so so lacking in sleep..
Even the alarm clock cant wake me up le. Cos think its kinda not working that well anymore. Cos i crashed it on the floor few weeks ago.. it was really irritating me =P

And i'm getting broke as the days go by.. cos of the expensive ERp and Booking fare for the cabs i Take to school almost everyday..
I really should wake up in time.
I dun wana get bankrupt!!

will be gone for the weekend!!!
TA Ta..
dun miss me oh..

in Class...

2005-07-27T17:46:00.000-07:00

In class now...
haha.. so bored.
The guy isn't here yet..
And i didnt do his hmwk anyway.. =P

At least, Pat approved my Flash animation storyboard le..
Yeah!!!
But the worst thing is ... I dun think i will be able to do it out on Flash itself..
Dead! -_-'''

Feeling very sleepy le...
LAcking sleep this whole week, and the many weeks ahead.

stressed

2005-07-26T03:22:00.000-07:00

Project are piling up again...
Its 3 am.. And i just managed to finished Armando's work for class later at 8.30 am.
My logos this time dun seem dat good compared to last week. But im kinda outta ideas.
Hopefully he wont be disappointed..

Feel kinda tired.. Mentally..
For every project there's something i gotta come up with.. Constantly thinking for concepts and ideas. Cos the stupid deadlines are very very tight.. =/

Went boat quay before my Jap class to take some pics.
Den a guy came up and said if i take the pics from the bridge, the view captured will be nicer.
Haha.. helpful guy i must say.
Oh.. And he thought i was from else where and not local.. diaoz.
I look like tourist ma!!!! -_-"""

i Need some sleep

2005-07-23T20:00:00.000-07:00

Just came back from work.. worked morning today.
Its saturday nite and I'm at home.
Trying to catch some sleep..

HAd too many things runnning in my head since school starts..
Projects just keep coming in.. And some we had to get it done in a week's time.
My mind is filled with projects..
~ wat company to choose to do?
~wat flash animation story should i do?
~how to improve on my NdP logo?
~Sign boards, land marks?? waterloo street
~wat pics i need for photomontage?
~wat to sketch samsung hp cover design..

Due to all these in my head.. other miscellenous things.. I kinda forgot abt them. Absent-minded me =x
I lost $10~!!!!!
I forgot my battery for my digi camera, left it in my charger, when i need to take pics!!
I forgot my EZ_LInk card!!

Last nite, met krissy, rinn, sara, yz, junxian and steven after work.
Thanks for always having to wait for me end work!! hehe
Went Grapevine to slack..
Their Oreo frappe is the best.. love it!!
HAd s great time hanging out with 'em.. Ahaha
the winking for murderer and detective was hilarious..
Had games of pool.. and ~~Oh.. we Had red wine too. but dun really know how to appreciate wine tho'..

Its 8pm.. i'm going to sleep... Its saturday!! Oh god.. -_-"""""

Tired........

2005-07-22T02:07:00.000-07:00

today was my off day from school..
But not an off day for me, Cos i was working..
And a very very suay thing happen........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wana cry.. heart pain sia..

Aunty jenny gave me $24 for Serene's bday. The money was collected from everyone at PAsta..
I kept it in my apron pocket.
Later in the afternoon, Darren was giving out tips..
So happy!!!!!!!! Took $6 from him..
den dunno why... i realized my pocket only left with $14 AND NOT $24..
Die.. i lost a $10 note.. And i dunno why!!!!!! FAint..
everyone was searching for the note.. But cant find it.
MAybe i dropped it somewhere or wat.. Den bo bian, Must be someone's lucky day.. >,<"'' !!!!
I gotta fork out the extra for serene's pressie.. =(

But forgot abt it after I met Maddy for shopping.. hehe
Initally she wana kill me ba.. cos i keep complaining and whining over my 10 bucks..
Bu gan Yan la!!! So suay...

Den at night, worst thing happened..
Was trying on a pants my mum gave me..
And silly me, accidentally.. exposed to my mum my navel ring..
Why am i so stupid today??!!
And she was nagging le..
when i told her i got it a yr ago.. i think she wana faint le. Cos she dunno until now.. haha =P
Think she will nag nag non-stop le.. God bless me!!!

Pics

2005-07-21T22:37:00.000-07:00

Party... O...Party

2005-07-21T01:17:00.000-07:00

Met up with my Poly mates last night..
It had been a really really long time we had some much Fun.
It was great.. Love em!!

It was Serene's bday celebration..
Bought her around to choose wat she wants to buy.
Cos really to lazy to think wat to buy le.
She choose wat she wants, We just Pay.. hehe easy..

We had dinner at Coffee Club.. Jasmine gal left early for her classes.
So sad la.. But no worries. can meet up again de..
Heard BrYan's company is getting on pretty well.
And He used the logo i helped him design for the company!!!!!!!!! wahaha.. Yeah!!
Give me enuff face le. Can be seen on the webby!! Cool.. so happy..

Later we headed down to devil's to look for Gordon. HAven seen him for ages!!!
Busy man.. The Devil Guy..
We open a bottle of henessy, and Gordon gave us free 2 jugs of beer for the guys and A jug of whisky dry for me and serene..
Had alot of fun.. with games of 5/10 with Ray..
Qian bian question from Gordon and Bryan..
And Drinking to our hearts content!!
And oso some serious talking too with A huge amount of Craps as well..

Mum's party

2005-07-18T02:40:00.000-07:00

My mum's had a slumber party last nite.
Her frens came over to sleep over.. haha
5 gals and a guy.
My mum the oldest among them. She loves to hang out with them. Most of them late twenties only. They prepared alot of food. Really alot!!!
sAtay, chicken wings, mee, dim sum, roast meat and roast duck...
And of cos beer and red wine.. haaha

I Came home from work and everyone still awake talking and drinking..
The 1st time i seen my mum and dad sleep at 2am in the morning.
AHaha.. They are always sound asleep by 12am..
Think my mum had a great time..
Must be got presents.
And my bro, me and tingting (bro Gf), share to buy a Mango cake for her.
with " HAppy birthday t BeauTy LIew" on it.. She must be very happy.. haha

But feel kinda bad, cos i was working..
couldn't be there when they cut the cake...
Haiz....

Brother's graduation

2005-07-16T01:47:00.000-07:00

Brother's Graduation ceremony at NTU.
so Proud of him.
The 1st UNi grad in the family.. =)

Crazy gals at Kbox..

2005-07-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

HAd school Til 8.30pm today..
After dinner.. Maddy, BinBin and I went Kbox!!
Its a school day.. But who cares =P
Tmr is an Off Day for us.. Wohoo..
haha.. LAst day to enjoy before all the projects start next week.
Den it will be work.. work.. and more work..

Kbox was crazy.. With 3 gals like us.
Took many weird Pics..
Song many many songs..
Thanks Gals for that "lOvely" song, Im soooooo Not TOuched all
Nearly fainted half way..
-_-""

This is the only NOrmal Looking pIc we took..
The worst ones.. cannot be posted. R(A)!!

MaddY with her New CuRls.. "Swee" Oh!

We went CraZY

Little superhero Gal

2005-07-13T12:03:00.000-07:00

"I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
Everybody wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to turn
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade...

...All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognise
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero"
~Corrine May :: Little superhero Gal

love school

2005-07-13T11:33:00.000-07:00

Slept from 10.30pm to 10.30 this morning.
Guess i was really tired..
Was nearly dozing off and stoning when accompanying Rinn and MAddy had their dinner yesterday at far east. haha...

I think i will die for my morning classes at 8.30am every Tues and Fri.. Sure late!!
Luckily for yesterday class, Armando was really nice. Didnt mark me absent. hhehe... but its doesnt work every time. Must try to be on time le!!
Anyway i hate the stupid scanning card system too.. 15mins later after the class starts, U will be marked absent!!! Technology sucks..
Its so nosiy. HAs i very irritaitng alarm when the door is not properly closed. Lousy.. =P

went shopping with the gals yesterday.
Rinn and MAddy wana buy some stuff but in the end i bought most of the things.
Bought a birkenstock sandals for $16.. fake one. But it looks real. Doesnt matter to me.. hehe
And a huge tube of Loreal HAir Spa treatment for my dying hair. Only $32. Its cheap!! think can last me to the end of the yr.

Went home for dinner.
should spend some time at home le..
Friday is my BRo's graduation ceremony at NTU.. Gotta go support.. hehe
My dad seems very excited.
Happy to have a clever brother.. He's really hardworking i can say.
So proud!! =)

SchOOl Starts

2005-07-12T01:35:00.000-07:00

1St day of SCHooL...
Was late.. too lazy to wake up.. waste money on cab.
And the uncle was very irritating. Headache.. He just chase the previous passenger off cos the gal wana go more then 2 places to fetch her fren. And the uncle dun wan!!!!
Itn't tat wat a txi driver should do?? drive the passenger to her destination?.. Weird!!!
And i had to listen to him complain.. I trying to be sympathetic. But i was trying harder not to fall asleep.
He ask me why dun take MRT, faster.. Now take cab got erp, jam somemore..
IF I"M nOT late, Why Am I taking A cAB And wasting MY moNEY!!! faint.. -_-""""

School Was gd!!
yes!!! GAls we are in the same class again!!! HurrAy!!! Lets get stressed, get pimples, dark circles and eye bags together...

mY time-table this term is good.
Got Official Thursday off!!! yeaH! No class.. Can club on LAdies Nite!~~!!!! OOps.. hehe
But wEDs gotta study til 8.30pm.
And got 2 Days with classes At 8.30am.... Sure late!! But Trying HARd not to be.

This few days have not been sleeping much.
sat nite KBox til 6am
Sun morning work 10am
Sun afternoon At salon til 8pm
Monday school 9am
Monday nite, JApanese class til 9.45pm
Monday 1am.. blogging..
I'm tired but cant get to sleep.
and tmr class is 8.30am!!! oh my...

Just dyed my hair at Serangoon. Went to look for Albert. My grandma and Mum oso look for him to get their hair done. Can say he's our family hairstylist.. haha
He loves doing my hair.. cos he can try all sorts of weird new designs and ideas on me. IF its my mum, She sure faint if her hair is orange or pink!!
Anyway, Albert dyed my hair brown with purple highlights..
but dunno whether the color will last for how long. But loving it now.. hehe

My lastest wishlist {saving up now} ::

Levis Square cut jeans
Rebond my hair
Burberry's blue label hand bag

Trying to get to sleep...

3 more days

2005-07-08T02:12:00.000-07:00

#3 more days to school, stress, sleepless nites again.
Yeah!!! I cant wait for school to start.. -_-"""
But really hope we dont change classes...
Kinda excited actually for school.. hehehe

But cant sleep late.. Gotta wake up early..
Cant go out..
Cant work everyday.. No money.. =(
Haiz... Sainz....

So working everyday this holiday to save up for school..
Tmr gona work 11am-10pm..
Hopefully i wont die.. Practically staying at pasta. My 2nd home..

YEAh!!
finally found my Butterfly earrings.. Love 'em..
Cheap and nice.. Got 'em for $3 each. Got 2!! yeah.. hehe

tired

2005-07-07T04:48:00.000-07:00

.....Ktv was good.....
...Love Ktv...

Kris, Rinn, MAddy and I went partyWorld today. Sang like crazy..
We got 90 songs.. But obviously couldnt finish all. Think we sang Half of them only.. ahhaha
Ktv-Ing is a good way to release stress..
lalala lalal LAlala

Serene's bday coming..
Mum's bday coming..
Wat am i gona get them??? Stressed...

stupid ear

2005-07-05T00:49:00.000-07:00

Ear hurts
Swollen
Hate sotong
shall be good
Dun ti Ki le...
No More seafOOd
Pls Heal Fast.. Dying!!

Sunday..

2005-07-04T00:03:00.000-07:00

It hurts to see a close fren cry..
I've seen her cried so many times lately. But there's nothing i could do..
But try my best to cheer her up. Act silly.. telling her damn silly jokes. =(

Was Miao Yu bday yesterday.. Dunno really know her that well. Just knows she's serene's fren. But think after last nite we become good frens le.. haha

Was supposed to go Black, with some pasta gals.. But in the end, The queue was terrible, Horrible!! LONG lOng LonG....
Went down chijimes, But we were underage.. haha 23 Yrs old for gals. And there Adeline was only 17, vanessa only 18.
In the end they went off to meet other frens.
Leaving Miao Yu, Meiwen, serene, me and Miao Yu's bro and frens.

Serene's cousin was at MOMO at central mall.. New club. So we went down there..
Cool place. Under the same company from Black and venom. So it was really not bad. Songs were good!! The place was huge too.. aND very packed last nite.
And i Saw Geraldine. She's working as the bartop dancer there.. Think she goes alot of places to dance. Maybe that's wat she likes to do..

We got in only by 1am.. we started cutting the cake Serene Bought for miao yu while Queuing.. hahaha.. dun waste time. If not the cake will be smashed by the time we were inside.

Can see Serene wasnt very happy over the stuff at work.. Think she wana vent her frustrations.. Just looking out for her. But i know she will be fine..
Went up with her on the platform. It was crazy.. haha.. Just wana have some fun and forgot everything. Can feel the stress she's experiencing.
We club til 4am when we finish all the drinks.. It was a great night anyway.. Gals night!!

Need some spring cleaning today.
Threw away rubbish.. And a few of my soft-toys..
But i will always keep my piglets with me!! Think my mum wana kidnap them away.. No WAy!!

Maybe I could get the mini fridge into my room!! My mum say i could have it!! It was a free gift when she bought a carton of Anchor beer..
YES! She say i could store my cosmetics.. I was thinking of storing food and Coca cola =P

Pain

2005-07-02T14:35:00.000-07:00

damn it... should not have eaten the calamari last nite at pasta.
Now my ear is kinda hurting le!! =(
Greedy me..

Had a talk with Serene last night after work..
We are two Crazy gals. Drinking beer while working.
Thanks to Andy who is "soo nice" to pour 2 big mugs for us..The guys in the kitchen drank 18 Bottles of tiger.. and more. Every weekend is party time at PAsta. Haha

After tat went Lido MAcs.. Didnt feel like going home.
Both of us were talking.. I could tell her everything.
I know she got things she dun wana say.. But i always get the news 1st from someone else. But of cos i nvr probe her.. If she wana say she will.
Anyway.. we both understand each other situation..
nvr blame her for any desicion she ever made..
and she nvr blames me for being so silly last time with robin.
Although she told me before to be careful.. dun give everything.
But even so, if anything happens, she will still be there. =)
Somethings u just gotta learn the hard way..

Now its a different story..
::Advice given:: Dun regret until its too late. If its gd.. just go for it.. haha.. -_-"""
Glad the story on her side is better now.

Creativity..

2005-06-28T18:14:00.000-07:00

finally done with my fren's logos..
If i Just sit in front of my PC, without anyone distrubing me, I can come up with weird ideas and design i nvr thought i could do..
I drew many drafts before hand, but i could put it into Freehand. They just seemed weird cos i
cant get the shapes and curves right.
So i just went straight to my PC and played around with the tools.. and came up with pretty interesting ideas.
Its not the best.. But really proud of it.. =) hehe

Found this quote.. quite true i feel::

"We try NOT to have ideas, preferring ACciDents.
To create, you must EmPTy yourself of every artistic thought."
~ Gilbert George 1943- italian Born British artist

I love impulsive decisions

2005-06-28T02:00:00.000-07:00

Had my 1st Jap class today after work at pasta..

Before we went in to the classroom, Venice and I were wondering why there's a child voice crying... Cos the pitch was kinda high..
Later den we discover it was actually the teacher speaking when we entered the class.. ahahah
Do Japanese Ladies speak with such high pitch tones???
Anyway the teacher teaches in Jap and MAndarin!!! Yes, A japanese that speak fluent Mandarin.. She sounded like "Ai Sha" from Sunday gals.. haha
But she was really cute.. Made the class rather entertaining.

However, after the break, A guy took over. He is the principal of the school. 57 yrs old.. japanese that speaks fluent english and hokkien even.. Power!
He's a better teacher. Cos he ask us to repaet after him, in order to catch the tones and diff beats of the japanese language. Kinda like singing.. hehe

Anyway i did a very implusive thing today..
Krissy say i was bian tai.. haha.. Too fierce, guys dun like..
But i really dun care le la.. =P

today at work.. i suddenly feel like getting my ears pierced.
The small part of the ear.. Helix i think its called..
its a rather impulse descision.. But my mind was set and ask Serene to go with me.. wahaha
Oh anyway... she decided to pierce her nose tho'

Went Far east after work... I went to the shop where i pierce my Navel and they said they cant help me pierce my ear cos they ran out of some equipment or watever.
I was really sad.. cos i was so excited abt it.. hehe..
And he advised me not to do it, cos my ears are too tiny..

Serene wana get her nose pierce, and she say she will pierce if i pierce too. But i dunwan get my nose pierce. I dun think it looks nice on my face. Too obvious.. dun like.
We went to "Crafts" and i die die wana pierce, and the gal say she can pierce for me.
I was like " really??? can ah... dun scared me wor..."
She say she pierced for ears that are smaller den mine..

I got Serene to pierce her nose first.. It was really fast.. ahha..
The gal reassured me everything will be fine..
Den wat the hack.. I sat on the chair and Hold to serene's arm. And ask the gal quick 'shoot'.
Serene worse den me, dun dare to see.. ahhaa As if she was the one kana pierced.

It happened really fast. And seriously.. it didnt hurt at all..
I thought i will scream or wat.. but i was laughing. hahA
LOVE THE ADRENALINE KICK out of it.. it didnt hurt.
Not as bad as last yr. when i pierce my navel. That feeling was best!! wahaha
just hopes it heals fast and without any problems.

But i cant eat seafood for few weeks.. Sad!!!!!!!!!!
And I'm meeting Cedric and Stan for dinner at chomp chomp tmr..
sad.. only chicken wings and stingray for me ba.. NO sotong!!! No Lala...!!!

Clubber's life

2005-06-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

i think i'm living a Clubber's life again.. wahaha

Anyway, Krissy.. i'm updating le..
report for this weekend! Mdm..

::Friday::
Met binbin for a swim.. haven been seeing her for soo long.
Busy working sia.. taTs good too. But MIss ya gal!!
Got alot of catching up to do..haha
Think we soak in the pool for like 2 hrs.. haha

After work, Met Krissy, Yz, stEven and Jiege.
Think they waited quite long ba.. hehe.. Sorry gotta wait for me off work.
Den Steven drove us down to dbl o..

Was kinda Puzzled why Krissy Bought a packet of Malboro.. U dun Smoke!!
Den later did i know tat it was for EVe. And no one told me she's coming down..
Was so happy to see her.. Miss U gal also la. My les Partner.. =)

Dbl o wasn't really crowded.. Its good. The music kinda suck initially.
So we had our rounds of 5/10.. haha.. We finished a jug of vodka 7-up, Vodka lime and beer..
And few bottles of barcdi breezers.
Den went crazy at the dance floor. They finally played RnB.
All of us had fun.. haha.. dance dance non-stop.. It was fun. Had a great time.

Headed down for supper at mAxwell.. Porridge. Very hot, could not finish mine.. too tired to eat.. hehe Oh my.. there are really alot of Gays there.
And God.. they wear Pink!! Told u pink guys are Gay!!! My theory stands firm. =P
Guys dun look rite in pInk, or get associated with pink color.. So Gay...

:: Saturday ::
Something really funny happened at work.. hahaha
Fizah and i were clearing the table, after the couple [local woman and ang moh man) left..
Then she gave me a very stunned look and pointed at the chair.
I was like, " wat??!! why that stupid look on ur face..."
when i say wat was on thw chair.. I Got the same Look.. HAhaha
I Burst out laughing.. and wana return it to the couple but they left quite long le..
haha
On the chair was a Brand new CONDOM.. wahaha Blue color packaging, with the brand, Sure..written all over
wat a stupid brand name for condoms.. wahaha
Both of us didnt dare to take it..
So i asked Darren to take it.. And worst, he did something stupid to it..
the Weirdest thing some customers can leave behind. *-*

After work, Was supposed to meet Serene for movie.. but we cant get tickets for Inital D.
So ended up at Black.. haha
Yz msg say he will be there too.. And entry is free.

YEs.. Black Is having Free entry from 23th june to 23th July, 9pm-1am..
Free!!! hehe

It was really crowded.. Me, Serene and Meiwen went looking for Yz 1st. But he left early.. =(
Hehehe.. The dance was packed. But the songs there were better.
Then the Barteneder started dancing on the bartop.. And beginning to take of his top.. whaaha
it was crazy.. There were water splashing, screams, crazy!! And i gAl went up too and dance with him.. wooh... It was a craxy nite.
And the Djs were throwing free t-shirts at the crowd.. haha.. Cool

We were really tired, my feet were aching.. Went down Mac for a drink. Den Serene got a call and we were on the cab heading down to geylang.
MiaoYu and her bro were having dim sum... And we joined in for supper.. wahaha.
The dim sum was nice. The stall opens 24 hrs. But kinda expensive tho'

Tmr after work, Will be having my 1st Jap class with Serene and Venice. Excited!
ANd strangely, My mum didnt scold me when i borrowed $200 to pay the sch fees.. But kana scolded when i wana borrowed 20 bucks last week.. =/

Alot like love

2005-06-24T02:32:00.000-07:00

It takes some people years to fall in love at first sight.
And maybe sometimes, u Nvr fall in love at 1st sight..

Went to watch ::ALOT LIKE LOVE:: with Krissy and Yz.

It was a romantic comedy about destiny, connection and the frequently fuzzy line between chance friendships and happily ever after.
I Think Maybe timing is everything.
Both people have to be ready and open and I think that's sort of what the movie is about. =)

Running nose

2005-06-23T00:40:00.000-07:00

All of a sudden. My silly nose kept running when i was working tonight..
I used a huge stack of servets.. stuff them in my pocket
It was terrible..
Can sneeze 7-8 times in a row.. Power..
*Sniff Sniff*
sneezing can be so tiring...

moody..

2005-06-22T02:32:00.000-07:00

feeling better after work..

But felt worst when walking home after work..
Just feeling sad over something i should not be feeling abt anymore.
Something that should be long over.. but still lingers in my mind once in awhile.
The sadness, the feelings are fading, just memories.
Maybe we will meet up again.. Just as frens

Thanks Polar.. really touched!! hehe..
But i on diet.. just started today.. But u made me delay it..
ahaha.. tmr start den!!! wahaha..
I'm gona quit having ice-cream after this last tub of HAgan Daz..
really!!
But no one's gona believe me.. >.<
Anyway.. I owe u one big Frappacino.. Hopefully u dun remember it.. hehe

No mood to do the logos..
Think he's gona kill me..
gotta get it done by fri latest. Hope he wont mind..

`Headache
``Moody
```Not feeling tat happy...
````Ulcer in my mouth
```Puffy eyes
``Pimples

Kill me pls..!

Attitude

2005-06-21T14:56:00.000-07:00

Cant seem to get the logos done on Freehand..
Its not looking right..
I'm not in a very good stat now..
Damn sleepy.. no mood.. totally stoned.

MAybe i need a swim..
But raining la..
Fed up fed up.

Argh!!!!!!! Mental Block...
Hopefully i will be better when i come back home from work.. >,<

tired

2005-06-21T01:30:00.000-07:00

Wah lau... Have been trying to upload the pics to send thru email.. But its taken me the whole night. And its not uploaded yet.. Dun scold me le. I'm already trying my best to send.
Dun condemn my Pc ok, maddy.. Although always D/c.
I wana slp cannot slp lo.. Waiting for the pics to be sent over.. -_-""""""

Today was very late for work. Supposed to help Caroline work at 12noon. But i woke up at 11am. I got a shock when i saw the time.. i still wana sleep. I tot its was sunday or something.. SOOOOoo lazy to move.
Den They dun let me go off at 5pm cos i was late and made me stay til 6pm.. Moreover, there were not enough staff today.
Vanessa and Pearl wan ask me work.. But i really dun wan work.

Met Kris and rinn At Tcc in school..
Just met up and looking for a place to slack..
I was doodling, trying to come up with something for the logo i was supposed to do. Gotta try it in FreeHAnd to see if they look good. Gotta get it done by 2-3 days..
But to tired to do now...
sleepy..

Think i lack slp these few days. Exciting weekend.. haha..
My eyes bags are out, Dark circles too..
Dunno why my eyes keep getting swollen these few days. Maybe not enough slp ba..
Everyone at work always tot i cried or wat, when i went to work. All so gan cheong.. " carol why u cry ah?? Eyes so zhong!"..
I didnt lo.. no one believe!!! faint~~ haha but know they are concerned la.

Boss is on leave these few days!! Thank god for giving me some peace and quiet these few days. Cant believe he really came up with stupid stories. He told me one story and told Serene another. But of cos we trust each other enough and not let that spastic Guy break our friendship.
She called me after her test this evening and we were so fed up when we mentioned his name and wat happened on saturday.. ahha Very worked up both of us.. But we arent gona let him affect us..

Going swimming tmr. Got my sunblock. Didnt wana buy cos damn expensive.. $13!! But better get it, cos i dun wan get blacker le.. ENouGh!!
Must protect abit le.. if not Kana Scolded by my Mum. Keep saying i Ugly.. =(
Attitude woman.. =P

tiring but fun weekend

2005-06-20T03:21:00.000-07:00

Tiring but fun weekend.

::Saturday::
Worked in the morning..
Den met my parents at bugis. Its was to celebrate Father's dAy.. We went to somewhere at BAlestier for steamboat. Famous place i guess..
Bro and Tingting were there le.. Lots of food.
HAven had such a nice dinner with everyone together le..
As usual kana nagged by my Mum.. Nvm let her nag. She happy.. =P

After that rushed down to Tampines to meey Nik, Collin, Joel, mAddy, Georgie and his Gf.. hehe
Da de Birthday at Kbox.. Must go!!
Before going in went to get a cake at Prima Deli.. Hehe.. Da de Touched anot?? We got "sim" oh..
We sang ktv from 8pm to 3am.. Can die.. Tired sia
Got chinese songs, english oldies, Hokkien song, cantonese song, Japanese song and the Worst of all
Abu sayAng!!!!!!! Hate that song...
Stupid Nik can repeat it 4 times.. faint~~ Horrible song. Nightmare!!

Maddy, Da de, Me

MAddy finally back from HK.. Miss u sia. Thanks for ur LV "baobao".. Love it

::Sunday::
Rinn was sick.. So Krissy called and asked if i wana take over her place for an events job. I was Off today, so why not!!! earn more money..
Woke up early.. Thanks Krissy for calling like siao to finally wake me up.. hehe
Went down to Tropica, A condo at tampines..

Yingzhong came down later to help out to... Quite a few helpers. There's Krissy Sis and her frens.
It was a Swimming carnival For the residents there. Got there early to help with the preparation. Even before the event start, we were already hot and sticky. Really wana jump into the pool to swim but cannot.. =(

I was appointed to get the swimmers to register their names to make sure that they are there for the race.
Wow!! There were lots of kids i must say..
The job was easy, just gotta take their attendance and i was free le..
The guys gotta be time-keepers, Much more things to do and gotta stay out in the sun..
Went over to help out the rest.
Served food to the pple. They had a mini buffet thingy.. The food finished in less then an Hour. Free food, wat u expect.. -_-"""
We were so hungry in fornt of all the food.. but left nothing much to eat.. sad Sad

Oh.. finally Krissy and I went walked around with the MAscot to entertain the kids..
really pity the guy in the NEmo suit. Its soooooooo Hot.. The Costume is so thick!! Poor thing..
But he really attracted alot of kids..
Kids got so excited when they see such a huge nemo in front of them.. Some were even afraid of it. Little gals cry when the mascot wana shake hands with them.. ahahha.. Think seeing such a huge orange fish, is kinda scary ba. Kids can be sooo cute...

Thou' it was hot, sweaty, tiring and messy, rush at times, It ended well.. everything was ok.
And i had a great time with the pple there.. It was great experience. It was my 1st out-door events job and it was really fun!!! wanna do it again!

We found Nemo!!!!!

After the event, krissy, yingzhong and i went for dinner at TAmpines mall.. And met the 2 cute guys from the event.. haha Paiseh sia.. Wahaha
Just wana laugh.. keke

MAddy came down to meet me and kris for movie!! Mr and Mrs SMith..
Wanted to watch it for very long le... Brad pitt!!!
Love the show.. Nice show
Like the part when they were quarrelling and hitting each other in the house.
Quarrels and Fights are good for couples.. haha
it worst if there aren't any...

Was really happy Bryan wan me to help him design somemore logos for him.
Glad he trust me to do such a big project.
Will try my best de. =)
Feel so very very apprecitated... Gave me the motivtion to move on.
I know alot of pple are giving me many chances. And i'm trying to get every opportunity..

Dun wan my parents to say i'm just wasting their money. And not doing anything good With my life..
I may not be a Uni grad like my bro, cos i choose not to be.. And think they are very disappointed ba.
Cannot say i dun care wat they say or think. I do get affected sometimes..
But i just wana do wat i wan. Stubborn they say.. "ti Ki"
Always like to go the Opposite way and rebel to watever they wan me to do..haha
But i know wat i'm doing.. I just gotta prove it to them

Fed up!!

2005-06-18T04:53:00.000-07:00

Was out with serene. Just reached home not long.. We were at Mcdonalds outside Lido talking..
Den Serene recieved a call.. It was Boss who called.
And he said he was nearby oso.. Den i saw his car drove passed Mac.
Why are we soooo Suay, kana spotted by him??
We were sitting rather inside.. dunno why he saw us.. damn suay lo.
And he ask us to go over near the road..

I refused.. cos i know he's up to something..
moreover, i dun wan to see his face. But Serene was in a diffcult spot, so we went over.
He was with his fren..
And he offered to fetch us home.
But i say it was ok, we will take a cab. And i walked away..
He called Serene back.. And said something to her.
serene didnt seemed very happy when we walked away.. so i asked her wat our stupid boss said to her. Cos i sense it was something bad..
She said nothing, but i dun believe.
Den she finally said, " he was upset that we wana walked off. Cso we embarressed him infront of his fren by not accepting his offer to fetch us home"..

I was very very pissed!! Why must we sit his car home.. I Dun have to accept his offer.. Cos i dun feel like sitting in his car. Wat if his wife found out? Serene and i gona be dead, cos his wife is super sensitive. Moreover, i dun trust that guy!!!
So wat if his our boss.. its after working hours, I dun have to listen to his dumb orders. So wat if we embaressed him. I dun give a damn.. Rubbish!
Serene was afraid that he might be biased during work, cos he's a very petty guy.
But who cares.. I dun owe him anything! If we Sit his car, more misunderstandings will occur.
So wat if he drives a Coupe.. i'm not Gian to sit his car anyway.. I rather take a cab home.
He even sms Serene again when we reached home, say we embarressed him.. blah blah...
I'm glad we did embaressed him!!!
I dun care wat he wana say..
Say watever he wants.. Cos i dun wan to have anything to do with that guy, after work. All he cares about is his "face" and damn ego!!!
Just dun wan him to make things difficult at work for Serene tmr.. If so, i really gona smack him.

He's the worst guy i ever seen..

2005-06-17T02:18:00.000-07:00

Went Swimming with Krissy today..
I really dunno how to teach the right way to swim too. hehe... sorry Gal.
But i can pei u go practice swimming anytime!
Think i need to get sunblock le.. Chao Ta le. Gona kana scolding from my mum for turning so black. =P

After swim went down NAfa library. Getting addicted to graphic books nowadays.
Borrowed 2 thick books, which i had quite a hard time carrying it home after work.. heavy sia.

1~ LogoLounge vol2
2~ House Industries ( they have beautiful graphics inside..)
New book, 1st one to borrow it.. hehe

Was very happy when i recieve the msg from Bryan saying he liked the logos. Was afraid it didnt suit his company. But He was quite satisfied.. =)
Feel kinda proud of myself.. hehe.. This is the satifaction I've always been looking for ba.
Gald he trust me to help him design it, and give me a chance to prove myself.
And he's gona help me "advertise" so i can get some freelance jobs. haha
Believe his company will do well. He's has always been so outstanding since i seen him In AJC and again in NP. A Guy with great ambitions i musy say..

Ah boy ah....

2005-06-17T00:38:00.000-07:00

Neoprints we took with Xiao Di..
haaha.. All his expression very blur one. I bui tah han le.. laughing all the way while taking the pics.. hehe
Why are kids always so so so cute!!?? =)

Club club club

2005-06-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

jusT reached home from BLAck with BinBin.
Actually went with Rachel and Terance too, but they left early. As usual me and bin are always the last to go.. haha
HAven dance for quite some time.. We dance like siao just now.. Song!
We were on the platform.. wahaha Power.. Better air circulation up there actually.
We danced non-stop til 3am.. Until we were really tired le.

It was fun.. Except for an irritating guy who keeps breathing down my neck. Dun they know when to keep their distance. So much space la! Not all gals wana get hooked up lo..
Still wana ask Number! Just feel like giving him 2 slaps across the face.. Disgusting guy.

Worse.. i saw my fren's new bf, Dancing with another gal. And my gal fren was not there. Think she must be at home, cos got sch tmr..
Anyway, i think the guy is bad bad bad in the 1st place.. But my fren like. Hiya.. sad..
And i saw the Guy dancing so close with another gal.. Faint~~
Why let me see these kinda thing??? wah lau... hate it

Love?? Its all rubbish..

2005-06-15T02:44:00.000-07:00

~Addicted to Coke~
Janice and I "ta" 3 cans at work today.. wahaha. Den we realized that Coke is running low. Think we drank the few cans from the last carton. OOps..

My MUm forbid me to eat maggie mee. Im ban from any sort of maggie mee or cup noodles.
Think my mum will faint if she founds out wat i eat everyday.
Cos it consist mainly of Coke and chocolate ice-cream..

Why do the relationship i see among my frens rarely ends happily..??
its either the gal or the guy cannot commit..
or cos of an ex gf/bf
or cos of money
or cos of watever excuse they can come up with..
Its always a nice gal meeting a jerk
OR
a good guy meeting a bad gal.
Love?
forever?
Happily ever after?
Hardly or nvr happens. Fairytales sucks.. Fake!
Its just words... without any meaning now..

fed up sia..

2005-06-14T13:58:00.000-07:00

Fed up from downloading songs.. Always give me stupid songs. Or 5 secs of the music nia.. wah lau. And made me wait so long. Faint!~

Sleep very early last nite.. around 12plus.. Too tired le ba.
Went swimming in the morning with Krissy and her "kid", xiao di ah.. He's very very ke ai oh..
haha.. but can swim fast sia.
Ask me race one lap.. I swim den he walked most of the lap.. -_-""
But he was very ke lian, when he waited for me and Krissy to bathe, and finish packing our things after swimming. hehe

den we met Rinn for lunch..and went on our shopping trip. Stop at citylink and suntec..
Den we walked to bugis.
we 3 gals gotta accompany the xiao di to the toys section at Seiyu. I feel kinda lost there. So many toys and so many kids there. 3 gals following the little boy around.. haha But he found the toy he wanted.

Luckily Krissy met her sis.. den took Xiao di to OG to look for his toys again. Den we 3 can go bugis street shop. hehe..
Kris and rinn bought sandals. I wanted the Birkenstock sandals. Imitatiaon, selling for $16 only. but dun have my size.. =( left those big foot sizes.. sad sad

Had dinner at Pasta mania at bugis junction. Waited for Da de to finish his movie. When he say he was at Tampines, I nearly fainted. Gona smack him le.. =P Always Bluff me..
Binbin.. worst, working halfway.. came find us at pasta. haha.. Can see she's very hungry sia..

Very tired when i reached home.. walked too much le ba.. hehe

Listening to Arron kwok's Beautiful GAl over and over again. Fave song since young. USe d to b my idol.. love his old old songs from his 1st-3rd album, Cassette somemore..
Hisi songs remind me Alot of me and my pri sch best fren Eve.. we were so crazy before. We love his songs.. heehe
Alot of things happened, many things changed. We grew up alot.. HAven seen her for so so long. She called me last yr when she got in SIA. Must be busy flying around now..

Great sunday

2005-06-13T01:54:00.000-07:00

had a great sunday today.. Did quite alot of things i must say.

Woke up at 1plus pm..
Supposedly meeting Serene at 3pm at raffles place.. I was late so decided to take a cab..
On cab, she told me she still At home.. FAint sia. Wasted my 10 bucks on cab fare!!!

Anyway was lost at Raffles place. As usual.. "Lu Chi" ask me go there myself..
Just a stressful task.
Anyway went to the Pyaess Language school to sign up for my Jap class with Serene.
We are gonna master the language so can Hook up some cute JAp guys.. whahaha *~*
Its gona take 50 lessons to finish the elementry level.
My mum claims im gona give up half way.. like in Poly..
I know i'm got short attention span.. "Sen fen zhong re du"
But i'm gona prove her wrong.. =P She knows my pattern, so she always GEk me in her words. And i love her for it.. hehe.. So i will prove it to her
hate pple when they doubt me.. *Bleh~

Went MArche for dinner with Serene. HAven been able to have time to really sit down and talk cos we are both always so busy. Either working or studying.
JAsmine!!! time to meet up oso le, gal.. with JAnice, Bryan and Gordon.. all together.

Went meet Sibin after tat.. went her workplace.
Den had dinner at Lao pa sat, with Bin, rachel, Ray, Gougou and another guy fren.

Tmr going for a swim.. One week nvr exercise le.. CANNot!!!
Meeting Kris and rinn go Bugis Walk walk..
Shall control myself from Buying anything.. But see see wont die la.. =)
Gonna work more.. so can pay my fees..
dun wan take money from my mUm..

Done!

2005-06-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

Done!!! Finished my logo design.. for a fren's company.
Dunno if it's ok.. I did 6 designs.. Hopefully its something he wants.
No pay.. But help him cos my gd buddy from poly.. hehe.. Just like the experience.
Kinda scared he wont like them.. =P

been working everyday.. Out most of the nites..
When i reached home, They are asleep.
When i wake up No one's at home, cos its afternoon le..
Haven seen my parents for quite some time.. Think i'm losing touch with them.
Feeling damn guilty le.
BAd Daughter...

Time to be good

2005-06-11T01:45:00.000-07:00

JUst came home after meeting Rinn and kris after work.. Went shopping around. Meet a few of their Poly frens, Yingzhong, Jun xian, Sandra and her Bf..
Went for dinner den slack at the out-door Coffee club.. talk alot of rubbish.. haha

Reached home and found out StarHub sent me a $100 Voucher!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wahaha.. Its a sign for me to change my Hp.
And i managed to psycho my mum to pay for me..
If i promise her to come home early everyday. She knows my weak point!! So she using it against me.
But for a new hp.. I'm motivated!! I shall be a gd gal.. hehe

Serene ask me if i wana Learn Japanese, cos she wana go apply for classes. Think i'll be going with her. At least got someone accompany. Actually used to take up Jap in Poly but only for a yr. Think i forgot most of them liao..
Its time to start over again.. Serene always motivates to do learn new things.. hehe And i love her for it.
Its gona costs me $215 for 10 classes.. And my mum is gona kill me if im gona ask her to pay.
=( So think gotta fork out the money myself..

I think its really time for me to get myself disciplined and really doing wat i should do.
Its been a yr.. I've been drifting aimlessly.
I'm at NAfa doing wat i really wana do.. BUt i know, I'm not 100% Into it yet.. I know i could do better, but i'm just damn no mood.
I'm getting my work done, But i dun feel its up to standard...
Its really bad.. And i dun wana waste my time and money anymore.
I know my parents are getting damn fed up with me..

I'm really ready to face everything again. Cos i can say i'M awake, finally from everything...
After soooo Long. I think i take a damn long time to get over a stupid r/ship..
And its affected me quite alot, i must say.. But everything is gona be fine now. =)

**I just wanna breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little, cry a little, live a little more
I just wanna face the day
Forget about the was of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little, try a little more
I’ll breathe again**

Forever = Never

2005-06-08T02:51:00.000-07:00

Does anyone know what love can cost?
To take you so high then leave you lost.
Is it a mystery that runs too deep for such a simple heart?

A rose is a rose by any name
But a thorn will still cut you just the same
I'm losing your love I know - so sad the feeling,

Deviantart

2005-06-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

Feel bo liao? .. can take a look at my devaintart account. =P

http://cafad.deviantart.com/

Not the best But Still working on it. Cos its just me still starting on my choice on design career.
These are Some of the works i've done for a yr in NAfa..
Got more.. But lazy to upload. Cos still must take pIcs of them.. haha

And POlar see liao.. Dun suan hor.. smack u ah -_-"'
Thanks Jie.. to remind me i still got this Account.. wahaha
cos didnt really go update it.. Until u ask me few nites back

BliSS

2005-06-05T23:17:00.000-07:00

Last nite after work.. went supper at BK with serene And Dong gu. Hiya.. Treat them Bk cos i think i owe Dong Gu alot alot of burgers. But i nvr pay back one.. wahaha
Pasta is getting kinda messy nowadays, Thanks to my Boss!! Causing trOuble and not helping much.. Damn it..

Anyway.. Went Down meet BinBin at Hougang den Joined GOugou, rayMond and his Cousin. We went to BLiss at Punggol Park.. Cos need to Have A place with "seaView".. Kekekeke
Went there tok cock, play five-ten, Drink 5-6 jugs of beer, Eat chicken wings, rushing to toliet. Think i went at least 4 times.. Very very Urgent. And BIn still went back get her Absolut Vanilla and we bought coke to mix.. The place closes at 2am.. and we stayed there til like 5am i think..
Drink like siao!
Stupid Qian Bian Questions.. Cannot not answer must drink. But heng i answer one correct!! wahaha..

Today i just stayed at home.. Trying not to do anything.
Went over Grandma's house. Alot of pple were there.. Haha.. Everyone was like.. " Ah Gal why so Black!!" -_-"""

Niao Said she got a fren who wana give away a shi tzu for free. And ask if im interested.
Its 2 yrs old and a female.. I'm really interested!! and i ask my dad, cos i know he sure want.. ahha Must aim at the right person..
My mum say if the dog will bring luck let her win 4D, she sure Ok.. Cos Dog="wang"..
I wana Faint le......
Hiya.. dunno whether i should get it.. Cos no one's at home most of the time. It will be so lonely..

Everytime i try to fly, i fall
Without my wings I feel so small

2005-06-05T22:49:00.000-07:00

Serene and Me

Jasmine ANd Me

Was looking back at some old pics.
Kinda miss my long Golden Ah Lian Looking hair.. wahaha

LaTest Pic.. Taken At Zouk On weds..

Devianart..

2005-06-04T15:41:00.000-07:00

Trying to get my Devianart acc right.. But im still very blur..
Got a few works uploaded le but still seems weird lei.
Still playing around with the site..

Jie!!!! must help me.. haha.. But cannot scold me.
I blur.. but i got try ok

Gotta work again le..
Working everyday and i keep thinking today's Friday!! Dunno why.. Something wrong with my Mind nowadays..

yantian

2005-06-04T02:22:00.000-07:00

i Lost YAntian at Bugis.. haha.. Why do suay things always happen?
Was gona rush for the last train home.. But Tian wana pee!! So she went looking for toliet.. I was following behind her.. But she was walking very fast den she disappeared.. -_-"""
i went around looking for her.. Moreover, Bugis junction i s closed le.. So i dunno where she went. Den i saw her crossing the road from the opposite coffeeshop.. Back to Bugis. So i followed her again, i thought i could get her.. but she disappeared again..
HAha... Den this time i really lost her..
I went to the Mrt, couldnt see her.. I went to the taxi stand to wait.. Hoping she will appear.
But she didnt!! After 1/2 hr.. The place was so quiet liao.. No one was around. I was so worried.. that she's waiting for me somewhere.. But i cant find her..
ANd my damn hP is flat Flat FlAT... No bAtt.. And i dun remember and numbers when im gan cheong.
So i decided to take cab home.. I was so guilty.. I felt so bad if she was there waiting for me.
I called her the moment i reached home!! And she called me at the same time.. haha
i tot she was gona scold me and she tot i was gona scold her.. ahaha
But we were just worried for each other. She felt guilty for leaving on the train without me... haha.. 2 silly gals..

Tian is one of my bestest gal fren. Went thru alot together. 2 of us can really club like no one business. 7 days a week we can club.. and it lasted for 6mths.. before we started to stop clubbing.. 2 of us can scare the hell outta guys.
Met alot of stupid guys.. had our scandals... and problems.. But always having fun together. Causing trouble here and there.. Wahaha.. We can drive up to fort canning, east coast, changi all night.. doing crazy things.. hehe
But since, she got attached, started working.. Gotta meet up lesser. But both of us grown up alot.. Although i still wan her to smoke lesser and go home more often. Encouraged her to study more, to look for job.. But glad she's doing really well now.
And she knows me more then i know myself...
To her, i'm always a Da Nu Ren.. Can nvr be xiao nu ren.. haha.. was always scolding her in the past. We had our fights, cos we do care..
sOmetimes, now i feel she's turned more matured than me..

Anyway went shopping with Tian today. And had alot of catching up to do with her. Haven met her for soooooo long..
Today got the mood to shop. Bought a Hollester skirt at Area 51 and a pair of Sandals.. hehe
Den we went Mr Bean cAfe for dinner. We seem to always go there.. dunno why.. hehe

irritating guys

2005-06-03T03:05:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! I hate irritating pple... PLs leave em alone. Give me some peace.
Getting irritated at work by my boss.. NVm can tah han. Den reach home kana one again.
Some pple just dunno when to shut up and when to stop irritating me.. I got patience But dun make me lose it!
And dun ask stupid qustions and give me dumber answers.. Sometimes its really better to Leave ME alone!! ARgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH ARGh AARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok.. feel much better.. =)

LAst nite met Kris, Rinn and Bin for dinner. Was a little late cos cant resist to urge to go shop around with Phyllis before going down to meet the gals.
HAd Ajisen Ramen for dinner.. YummY!!! Volcano ramen really very spicy sia..
went to shop around again.. Its the singapore Sales now.. ITs wat i gotta do now. SHOP! hehe

Den the Gals decided to go down Black for a drink 1st. MEt Eve before heading down. Didnt see her for a very very long time!!!
At china black had a few drinks And few rounds of 5-10.. haaha.. Saw Gene and his fren. But he kana pulled in to play with us. He suay la.. stand beside me. Keep losing, So kana whack by me.. Not my Fault lo..

Next stop was ZOUK.. it was MAmbo nite.. USed to go there every week during poly. hehe
LAst nite was with the gals and with Kris and rinn Poly frens.. Quite a big group of pple. And realize they know a gal from my sec sch.. So Qiao.
We played 5-10 again but with like 8 pple.. i think.. It s was terrible! mEssy.. Dunno why lose or who win. haha.. BUt didnt get to drink much either.. -_0""""

Sorry Kris!! Me, bin and eve sneak to Phuture.. whaha. RnB nicer to dance la.. BUt Retro oso can la.. hehe Phuture was packed packed packed as usual!! But the music is gd..
But we returned back to zouk and went to dance floor. Cos krissy wana dance. See her so guai ah, dancing until not bad oso wor. Little devil coming out le.. hahaha.. Can really shake wor!! When go club again??!!

But it was really fun last nite.. And my feet are aching.. Stupid heels. Not gona wear that pair liao! =(

Tired.. of everything

2005-05-31T04:39:00.000-07:00

My body is aching.. Really Aching.. **Sob sob...

Went Sentosa yesterday. Not much sUn.. ehhehe.. so not getting very black that day. Heng ah.. Cos i didnt put Block.
Went down with MAddy, Collin, GAry and Joel.. Played a lot of volleyball matches.
Ahaha.. Got improve cos Kana Alot of training on the spot. Getting the kick to play liao.. haha..
In the end, i'm now having terrible muscle aches.

After that we went for dinner, den went down siglap Coffee club. Went there eat again.. haha
AHd MUDdy Mud Pie!! Yummy.... And bbq wings.
But dunno why i keep dropping things, knocking down things nowadays. I haven drink My Ice earl Gray but i have already poured the whole glass on the table and on maddy.. hehe.. OOps..
Was Very sian.. So decided to go ktv at KAtong.. Sing until 3am.. AHaha
Damn tired after tat, So was ignoring them on the Cab home. Too tired to talk..

Today went to work at 12pm.. til 5pm.. Supposed to meet Maddy go shop shop. But Pearl Came pasta and ask me Accompany her go find Phyllis, cos she need model to do setting for Phyllis training. Pearl was supposed to be her model. But i suay.. KAna pulled into it too. Cos phyllis fren need a model too..
In the end was at the salon for 2 hours Allowing Ryan the stylist 'play' with my hair. But at least got free treatment sia.. And free blow dry.. Wahaha..
Austin, the stylist who cut my hair last wednesday was there too. Haha.. he kept asking if the cut was ok. Gan cheong sia..

maddy wait til siao.. So sorry!!! scold Pearl!! kekek...
Den went for dinner... didint eat for whole day..

After tat went down Amk KBox.. Cos Sibin was there with Raymond and Polar..
When i see the jug of Beer.. I wana faint.. HAhah Phobia sia.. think drank only 2 mugs.. dun wana drink much.. Sick of the TAste le
Den went for supper before going back home.
Wat a Tired day sia!!!! But Fun... keke

I'm sick of it.. sick of everything.
Dun wana play le.. Tired.. All are the same pattern.
Kinda given up hope on everything..
If it turns out gd.. ok la.. Glad, HAppy..
If not.. Just forget it.. let it be.. Cos it maybe its not meant to be
It nvr turns out the way i want.. It hardly will..
Aunty jenny said, " Fate.. Fate is very impt.."
So Just let it be......

Words can kill...

2005-05-29T01:34:00.000-07:00

Words can really kill.. But do anyone bother when they start spreading rumours?!
Maybe no one really likes her..
maybe everyone is just acting nice..
But rumours like this is really bo liao.

I believe in her, cos she's my fren.. I totally have no doubt abt her character. Although others may say she changed But i know she wont do something so stupid..
When i 1st heard the rumour.. I laughed!! Really laughed, cos its was really ridiculus.. Dumb! Cant believe her Bf question her, cos of this..
I totally believe she wont do that, as wat the pple are spreading..
I dun understand why everyone believe..
They say maybe she changed, Maybe the rumour is really true..
As i a fren.. I trust my fren. Rumours are just cRap..
I undersatnd she's very stressed up now, Everyone is against her. I understand cos i was in her position before. But i was far better off den her. But i know she's strong enough. She can Torelate and continued for a yr plus liao. I only tAh han for 6 mths and quit..
I think she's really doing a better job den me..
Its just that pple around are always so.. $@#$%

I know she needs me, my support now..
She's has always been there for me no matter wat..
I have been so Busy with schoolwork, That i really didnt ask much abt her and her work. I didnt know things turned so complicated now. And i know many times, she need a fren to talk to but i wasnt there.
Feel really really bad..